A house in a leafy street in Subi, good friends, amazing food, good wine (first bottle, not the second, despite the funky label) and a relaxed atmosphere switched on the light at the end of the tunnel. And there was laughter and comfort aplenty. (and just quietly, Joe put on Bon Jovi at the end of the night - because I am not ashamed!) :0)

This morning when M called I didn't cry and I am feeling alive, if a little vague from lack of sleep.

One foot in front of the other, and all that. I'll get there...