Erratic and Happy
Happy new year and all that- again months seem to slip through my fingers like so much melted butter. But I am happy. This year has started unimaginably well (and unexpectedly so).
While Freo beckons me back with long mild days and absolute soul-freedom, I've discovered something here in Budapest that will make me yearn to come back. Someone, in fact.
Blush blush swoon swoon, I feel like a teenager again. Not angsty and spotty, but nervous and giggly, and so happy that my toes are almost permanently curled.
He makes me want to be a good person (good as in true, not good as in un-naughty), he makes me laugh and he makes me think. He makes me dinner! :)
And he gives me lots of words. All the time. Whether we're in the same city, or a few countries apart.
Honours is looming, but I'm looking forward to working that tired, scared part of my brain again, with Gary's help. And yes, I am looking forward to sitting atop Monument Hill again, on my own, sending dearest wishes back here and quietly wishing I wasn't alone. But the cranes and the blue and the sea - the flame trees and just the beautiful ease with which things work there.
Off to bathe in words again...
While Freo beckons me back with long mild days and absolute soul-freedom, I've discovered something here in Budapest that will make me yearn to come back. Someone, in fact.
Blush blush swoon swoon, I feel like a teenager again. Not angsty and spotty, but nervous and giggly, and so happy that my toes are almost permanently curled.
He makes me want to be a good person (good as in true, not good as in un-naughty), he makes me laugh and he makes me think. He makes me dinner! :)
And he gives me lots of words. All the time. Whether we're in the same city, or a few countries apart.
Honours is looming, but I'm looking forward to working that tired, scared part of my brain again, with Gary's help. And yes, I am looking forward to sitting atop Monument Hill again, on my own, sending dearest wishes back here and quietly wishing I wasn't alone. But the cranes and the blue and the sea - the flame trees and just the beautiful ease with which things work there.
Off to bathe in words again...
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